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一连下了几场的秋雨, 打湿了门前的石板路, 小雨加上浊雾罩着黄浦江，站在凉台上向对面的浦西望过去是一片白朦朦。你会感受到一股渐近的秋凉.

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入秋是读书的好时机，这几天我跟敦敦开始研读文豪鲁迅的作品。除了去年跟我们拜访过上海的鲁迅故居，敦敦对鲁迅生平还不太了解，几篇文章过后，我问起敦敦的读后感。敦敦以为，鲁迅的文字简洁有力，但他的文章和故事都很压抑，从‘狂人日记’的文字中可以体会他写此文时内心几近癫狂，那狂人就是他自己。自幼出身富裕家庭的鲁迅，善于观察社会底层人的生活，可以把可怜的小人物们悲惨的内心世界描写的淋漓尽致，入木三分。可是，敦敦始终没弄明白阿Q精神胜利法的逻辑何在。被打就是被打，即便是‘儿子’打‘老子’，也不能改变‘老子’吃亏的事实。11岁的孩子没被洗过脑，他非常怀疑‘自造精神体验’的价值。

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鲁迅通过阿Q形象地告诉人们，当没有条件追求物质时，精神层面的追求就很重要，在这并不完美的世界里，很多人要靠着某种精神活着。在金融危机愈演愈烈的今日，阿Q精神也就更具现时意义了。随着股市楼市的大跌，精神疾患大幅增加。看来这年月里，每个人都应该多少读点鲁迅，用精神胜利法渡过这个漫长的危机。跌就跌呗, 孙子让爷爷的股票跌了!

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Gosh troublesome days alot of course work and so little time to� do all. i am meant to be doing my course work but i thought id sighn up. time to multietask and do my course work at the same time �im a girl i can do that (lol not be sexist). Now i am done (i just did it ) i can type more in my online journal. well anyways this is wayyy better than a normal journal and plus my wrist hurts after� while writing on paper, but it doesnt seem to at school its strange i think its because my brain tells me that 'i need to keep writing and my wrist wont tire out' i think thats what it says to me. You probably think i am a freak (all those reading) but i am ME i am MYSELF and im happy with the way i am. but some of you might agree with me in some things i might type about. well my feeling is tieredness because ive haad a day at school and i call school tiering... i bet most of you would but not just school could be collage or uni. im away from the right now but i think i will do B-tech in Beauty thereapy and then study at collage for 2 years on Beauty therepy. everyone says im good at nail art and hair, and i know a few of scientifical facts like i know the body produces oils, so you dont need cream or oil for massages all the time. anyways i dont know what else to say... i cant think of anything oh well write tomorrow or the next day lol

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Im wondering if jesse is the one for mee i meani know he is but i wonder if he doeslkeme in that way??? i always wonder that but idk if he does... i like him alot really alot like im willing to give him 100 to him bc he needs it right nowww like seriously like wtf he wont accept m money like i knoe he needs it i know that he does so likejus tak itt. But w.e/ my dad is in jail for woman abuse like wow he finally wentt to jail for that shit it was about time FUUUCCCKKK,,,,, SO YEAH anyways im thinking of having sex with jesse but heres the question do i really wanna do that or wat??? i guess well see that until then. I started skool on monday YAY!!!!!!!!! Not really tho it sucked anyways yeahh....

The day before the election.� Pondering whether tomorrow will bring the mercy of God or a plunge into darkness from which this nation will never recover.� Many given to prayer and fasting for Divine intervention to step the tide of the godless and amoral taking over what was once a great nation "under God".� I'm middle aged and so it is not so much for myself but for my children & grandchildren I fear most what lies ahead.

i never thought i'd see the day that i was counting the days till i see a gynagoligst but here i am 37 in so much pain that i cant wait to see him with a bit of luck they can sort this out once and for all .besides that thinks are not so bad here for once my other half still has a job my son is starting his exams this week and me well the same as always nowt to report just sit here day in day out going round the bend bit by bit never mind could be worse atleast thats what i keep telling my self